What have I been up to: Tell you later

[crantz]

I'm having a bad week, folks. Something in Godzilla set off an almighty panic attack before the monster even showed up, then I was put in the worst situation possible right after that. At least I'm getting webpage shit done.

Eventually I'll actually advertise said websites. I don't even know if I want an audience. I kind of like toiling for myself, it means the only person I can disappoint is me. I sort of debated deleting that last sentence because it sounds self-deprecating. But I just mean if you've paid attention to me for any amount of time you may have noticed I leave a trail of abandoned projects in my wake.

Comments

[whatistigerbalm]

Starting a project is better than just thinking about it! It leaves something you can always get back to.

[crantz]

That's true! Their bones may be littered throughout my past, but I can always make a creepy frankenproject out of them.

[lavendertook]

Panic attacks are awful. Take care of you.

Also, ditto to what the commenter above said.

*hugs*

[crantz]

They are the WORST. Do not recommend. Would not do again.

<3 thanks, ma'am

[dogstar]

*hugs*

I am all ready to do the generators whenever you are ready for me to do it :)

[crantz]

It's almost time! 7 more days! Unless you're okay with waiting a few days for payment, then we can start immediately.

[msilverstar]

*hugs you* This gives me more reasons to avoid Godzilla.

[crantz]

I don't even know if it was Godzilla! I was only twenty minutes in and nothing scary had really happened. Just suddenly I had this horrible feeling in my stomach of panic and had to get the hell out of there. I'm actually disappointed I didn't get to see the whole movie. If it shows up on Netflix, I'll try again. Definitely not trying in the theatre again.

I would probably have been fine if a communication error hadn't led to me standing outside for a half hour with people and cars going past me continuously in a way designed to put me in total freak out mode. Like if I'd been able to go somewhere quiet instead.

[msilverstar]

I sympathize -- I made a wrong turn that got me into a world of fail, while driving two young teens to meet up with the rest of the birthday party. I eventually bailed on that and went for the backup plan, but it was fucking stressful and kinda dangerous as I kept flailing around.

[crantz]

Uck, that sounds horrible. Being lost is the worst.

[phosfate]

Oh my God, I'm so sorry.