I love you, I love you, I love you.

[crantz]

My grandmother died this morning. My friends have gone above and beyond the duty of comforting me, and I'm very glad that I'm at this point in my life where they are my friends.

We had lots of warning about grandma's death and she was hoping for it, so I'm torn between grief that my grandmother is gone and also relief that she's not suffering anymore.

Guys, don't start smoking when you're eleven and keep it up for several decades. It's hell on your lungs. This is my advice to you.

Also big ups to my teddybear who was there when I needed it for the loud sobbing part of the day.

Comments

[morbane]

Sending a lot of hugs now and for later when you also need them.

I'm glad you got to spend time with her in the last few months, but man. I'm sorry.

[ymfaery]

I'm sorry for your loss. Just because it was expected doesn't always make it hurt less. *MASSIVE HUGS*

[phosfate]

All my love to you and Bear.

[lavendertook]

Oh, I'm so sorry, my friend. Take good care of you. *hugs*

[loafing_oaf]

I'm so sorry hear hear of your loss *hugs* I'm glad to hear that you have had the comfort and support you.

I'm sure everyone close has already told you that the relief part is absolutely fine, and natural. When we love someone we don't want them to suffer, even if we want them to stay with us.